This is hard. My tears have become my food and I feel as though I am falling apart. The pain is not only during my periods but all through my cycle and I do not know how to explain it to those around me.
Though I look okay on the outside, I am caving in on the inside, and I feel alone. Hurtful statements have been said by those around me, some of which have pierced the little space that Endo isn’t already crunching on. The pain has multiplied.
Lord, you see my heart and my inner being. Please give me peace, strength, and understanding. Help the pain to go away because I feel like I’m clutching at straws. Help me to love even though I am hurting.
For those around me, I pray that you will help them to see the pain beneath my smile, help them to be more understanding and kinder in their speech.
May you be glorified in and through this.
In Jesus name I pray and believe,