I need you.
There are so many things that I could say, but my words fail me. The weight of my heart is weighing me down. The words unspoken, sap my strength. You see the cries of my heart even before I mouth them. You know all things, you see all things, you are able to do ALL things.
Lord, I ask you to help me feel you even in this state of being overwhelmed. As I feel like it’s me against the world: I stare at the pain, hospital bills, the societal expectations, my own expectations of myself and I feel weak. Unable to move.
You see the battle within, the fight of my life to try and stay afloat when I feel like a boulder in the deep, wallowing in the blues.
Wrap me in your arms. Remind me of your promises. Speak to me again.
Help those who feel like me, help them know that they are not alone.
In Jesus name, I pray and believe,