More colour, Less Gray

Happy new year!

I hope you had a lovely festive season.

For a long time I was indifferent to new years, the only new thing that it came with was an opportunity for me to wail in pain. In fact, a few years back I was convinced that the older I got the more excruciating the pain became. I longed to find the pause button in life, so that I could sift out the things that I loved and dwell on them.

Pain has a way of changing your life, it shifts your priorities and erases the rainbow in the sky. Both your happy and sad moments are processed through a gray-scale filter.

I still haven’t found the pause button but I have accepted that each year has it’s own beauty that I can dwell on. I am learning to live each day at a time and to remain grateful. Gratitude can illuminate the darkest of paths.

The truth is we don’t know what 2019 will hold, (I am not here to tell you that 2019 is your year…) but we know who holds it. While some curve balls may roll in our direction, I pray that we will experience the grace, peace, strength, joy and love that come from above. And that despite the pain, the rainbows will remain.

Here’s to 2019. A year of living life and finding joy in the little things.

Published by bibi2be

I am a wife to be, a beautiful bride making my way to the aisle. I have less than 6 months to get there, a day at a time. He put the 3 diamonds on my finger 6 months ago and so far so GREAT!!It has been the most beautiful journey ever. 'Life is a journey' are the wise words a friend shared with me that have made practical sense to me. I live my life a day at a time, with the end goal in mind. My resolve is enough to carry me through the day as for tomorrow and the days to come....I hear that HIS mercies are new every morning and should be quite sufficient to cover me in the days to come. So, I do not lack foresight...OH NO..In fact it is the opposite, I have just learnt to manage my expectations and enjoy my sphere of control:) I double up as the bride of Christ...He is my lover, my friend, at the center of my very existence. He is the reason I smile, the reason I have the strength to go the extra mile. He is my X-Factor, the reason that I will succeed and shine:) This blog is about my journey in life as I figure out my path to the aisle, to the other side of the wedding and most importantly to the other side of this very temporary life. When life overwhelms me,I wait for my sunshine:) as [caption id="attachment_6" align="alignnone" width="300" caption="I smile and wave!!"][/caption] Enjoy the journey of an extraordinary lady following her Master, fulfilling His mission and loving her mate! Bibi2be:)

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