Happy new year!
I hope you had a lovely festive season.
For a long time I was indifferent to new years, the only new thing that it came with was an opportunity for me to wail in pain. In fact, a few years back I was convinced that the older I got the more excruciating the pain became. I longed to find the pause button in life, so that I could sift out the things that I loved and dwell on them.
Pain has a way of changing your life, it shifts your priorities and erases the rainbow in the sky. Both your happy and sad moments are processed through a gray-scale filter.
I still haven’t found the pause button but I have accepted that each year has it’s own beauty that I can dwell on. I am learning to live each day at a time and to remain grateful. Gratitude can illuminate the darkest of paths.
The truth is we don’t know what 2019 will hold, (I am not here to tell you that 2019 is your year…) but we know who holds it. While some curve balls may roll in our direction, I pray that we will experience the grace, peace, strength, joy and love that come from above. And that despite the pain, the rainbows will remain.
Here’s to 2019. A year of living life and finding joy in the little things.